Tonight I realize that i’m filled with self-hatred over my own lack of excellence and my seeming inability to attain it!
Thing is, my definition of excellence is really attainable, and the self-hatred and meaningless reassuring words I tell myself (e.i. “I’m doing my best!” “Better every day”) is the primary thing holding me back.
Here’s to accepting mediocrity 🍷
@milo holy shit immediately after posting this my ipad decided it was appropriate to voice-narrate the whole toot and it was kind of brutal