I sometimes wonder if I'll go the same way Robin Williams did: fighting for ages against his terrible depression, only to eventually lose the fight despite his best efforts.
This is a lifelong ordeal...and in some moments--especially in moments like tonight--I fear I won't make it...
@Yuki_G_t9tK I need this more than I can ever hope to express...and I am--as always--grateful to have you by my side in all of this... <3 <3 <3 My precious caretaker. :'3
I love you so very, very much... <3 <3 <3
Also this video has helped me whenever I feel blue: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=07VL5OLYR3Y
Song: On Your Side
Artist: Kay Kent
🎶 And if you're ever feeling blue
I'm sending all my love to you (yeah you)
You know I will be forever, right on your side
And if you're ever feeling blue (Feeling blue)
I'm sending all my love to you (all my love to you)
You know I will be forever on your side
On your side 🎶
@Yuki_G_t9tK With you, @KyokiKafuka and @lunamoonkitty by my side, along with the rest of the Fediverse, I feel I have a much better chance of muddling through all of this. :'3 <3 Thank you so much... <3 <3
@ayachan
This is a psychic wave thats been creeping through the minds of a lotta people as of late, I want to blame the moon
Its always so illogical but so messy and real, I'm sure you already know
Grit your teeth, you have your own history of emotions and life that likely show to you just how illogical those feels are so fleeting they last
@CursedConfetti You may have a point, as the moon has a way of exacerbating already-present emotional and spiritual conditions that plague me, including this one.
Logic seldom governs everything...and of course, this is no exception.
Thank you so much for your support... :'3
@acuteanniemay :'3 Thanks... I really appreciate your support.
@ayachan I didn't feel great recently either. Take care. There are things that worth it even if don't always rmemeber or feel them.
@charlag Thank you so much... :'3 I really appreciate the support.
🎵
I'll be your candle on the water,
My love for you will always burn.
I know you're lost and drifting
But the clouds are lifting.
Don't give up, you have somewhere to turn.
🎵
@ayachan Don’t ever let her poisoned words get to you, Aya! You’re kind, intelligent, and generous. It’s how I first saw you and always will be. You are in the best of company with me, @Yuki_G_t9tK, @lunamoonkitty, and many others in the Fedverse, that watch the signs and reach out to you and console you when you need it the most. You are my BBF! I’ll be there when you need me too! ❤️
@KyokiKafuka @lunamoonkitty @Yuki_G_t9tK :'3 Thank you so much... Your support in all of this has made a world of difference for me, my bestest best friend forever... <3
@ayachan
I will make a promise to you: Whenever you feel like this..hold onto me tight and don't let go. I'll hold onto you with all my heart. Know that I will NEVER leave or abdandon you; that I promise!!
Life is a struggle, and it can tear a person apart; inside and out. But it's times like this we hold onto each other and never let go <3. I will be your anchor, whenever depression sets in you don't have to take it on alone. I will be there right by your side <3.
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