@KyokiKafuka *huggies* :( It sounds like you're having a really rough night, going back down memory lane to look at all this stuff as you begin to close a lot of it down.
We all try many things in our lifetime. I hesitate to say that any of it is wasted time, since everything we do teaches us something.
I will say right now that I am really happy that you've decided what works for you now and what does not; many people are never able to get to that place, mentally. ^_^
I am here for you~ <3
@KyokiKafuka You're so welcome, Kyoki. <3
@ayachan **huggies back** Thank you so much, Aya. ❤️