I'm overwhelmed with feelings of wanting to die. Yes, I understand it's unhealthy and disruptive to those who "might" actually want me to stick around.

But this is my fight. I've been battling since I was very young and now I'm honestly tired. If I had a crystal ball well, maybe circumstances would be different. BUT... they're not.

I honestly don't know what point I'm trying to make; just talking out loud. Depression is a BITCH.

At least, I'm not dead yet. So... THANK YOU 😭 😢 😶 🖤