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I'm overwhelmed with feelings of wanting to die. Yes, I understand it's unhealthy and disruptive to those who "might" actually want me to stick around.
But this is my fight. I've been battling since I was very young and now I'm honestly tired. If I had a crystal ball well, maybe circumstances would be different. BUT... they're not.
I honestly don't know what point I'm trying to make; just talking out loud. Depression is a BITCH.
At least, I'm not dead yet. So... THANK YOU 😭 😢 😶 🖤
@Averly Take it easy. Life is full of surprises. Not all of them are good. Not all of them are bad.
I'm near 40 years old and so many strange things happened until now.
I've been very down lately. But I keep winning myself at every turn. Getting better, you know. Getting stronger. Sometimes we just need to turn off from the world and spend some time with our thoughts.
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@tiphra I'm seriously trying so hard. Thank you!! <3