being at work instead of playing with your one year old all day blows
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βCapitalism is entirely without precedent, in that it is a religion which offers not the reform of existence but its complete destruction. It is the expansion of despair, until despair becomes a religious state of the world in the hope that this will lead to salvation.β
Walter Benjamin, 1921
worried i messed up the dog by watching a bunch of shaye st john videos while she was in the room
she just charged into (and had to be extricated from) the sheep fence around the garden, over and over, which led to brainstorming about movie stoners to name her after
also the puppy's name ended up being Slater, which I don't think anybody could have predicted
suddenly im halfway through act 4 of the pilot. I might actually finish the first draft this week? it definitely needs work, but I think these bones are pretty good. feels good to feel productive. #amwriting
got a puppy and i think we're gonna name her nagini
what if gang of four was deafheaven
I'm buying
is it blissful
etc
been riding into work and now my clothes don't fit right bc I guess I'm losing weight? i need to get all my fuckin clothes taken in. exercise is a scam perpetuated by the tailor/seamstress industrial complex
tfw you try to play it off like 'haha I don't know where that onesie came from' when everyone can tell it is your distinctive handwriting and, even more incriminatingly, set of interests
tfw a coworker is leaving so there's drinks at a fancy restaurant and everybody wants to meet your one year old so you bring him but he gets wiggly in your lap so you hold his hand and let him wander around the place for ten minutes but then you realize that his onesie says, in three inch tall letters, EXHAUSTED BLOOD WITCH
did i tell you that the elevator pitch is my so-called life + the wonder years + early dennis cooper novels but also #trans
that is tight as heck imho
Oh man just finished the second act of this pilot. halfway done! kinda can't believe that I'm this deep into the project. but man I would watch the fuck out of this show
just had a vivid flashback to the moment, on #livejournal, when i learned that a peanut butter and nerds sandwich was vegan
the bike ride home ends in a steep hill right before my house and ive been riding up instead of walking my bike like I was last year it but jfc I didn't get into this bike stuff for the masochism what is wrong with me
still figuring out how to use hashtags #unironically #onhere
get to work, change out of #bike gear into clinician civvies, determine that the #tights I pulled out of my drawer as the run was coming up are laddery as heck, concoct a story about how fucked up tights are a #feminist #statement, literally never have to say this dumb thing out loud because nobody cares, repeat