Tonight's super blue blood moon eclipse, as seen in Quezon City, Philippines. https://octodon.social/media/xf80j9UGaw7Yxjxig30
Christ, I bought two more dresses.
My eldest sister and I are exchanging messages and I am on my toes.
I just realized...that if I want and buy fewer things....I wouldn't need to work so hard just to have money to be able to afford them all? Like, what a concept. #epiphany
So a spider just dropped down right in front of my face. That was fun.
Shit. A couple of people want to hang next month and ask me for freelance advice AND I HAVE NO INFORMATION FOR THEM as I have basically been winging it the entire time.
@emily I do the same thing sometimes! It's satisfying.
I just wrote some things down on my to-do list *after* they were finished just so I could cross them out.
Also, and this may sound a bit melodramatic, I've realized that I should be the one to give myself permission to be me.
I didn't mean to gobble up a huge bowl of pasta, and yet...
I dreamed I was in yoga class and that I fell asleep while in balasana and I woke up in a panic because I knew it was something that's likely to happen in real life.
Currently in a social situation. I just want to sleep.
@odinsdream FB is...strange and has long ceased to be a place where people can stay in touch. I think a lot of people mainly just tend to their own timelines these days and not really pay attention to who's still in their friend list.
Currently being an ass on Facebook, if being an ass means decrying sexism in advertising.
In the middle of editing a document on fracture characteristics of rocks (this is not a relevant detail unless some metaphor can arise from this), I suddenly realized that a lot of anguish and drama I go through in life stems from me wanting and trying to be liked by people, and trying to gain people's attention and approval. And it sounds so cliché, but what I really need to do is to like myself a whole lot more.
Does anybody else scream a little when they walk into their room because it's a mess?
I finally put these fluffy babies up on Redbubble! https://octodon.social/media/7AINbeElaMg9sWJ__uo
@nethope I'm kind of feeling a bit...sad? Because I don't have many friends to begin with and cutting out some people will drastically reduce that number. But then again, I don't think I should be sticking with people who treat me like an afterthought or who I feel I have to impress.
I'm glad you and Cheryl have things figured out!
@nethope Thank you! I spent a lot of the past year just wondering how and IF I fit in some people's lives and it wasn't a good time at all.
I think this year will involve me reassessing my friendships and relationships and recalibrating the amount of effort and affection I spend on them. Does that sound terribly callous?
