@djsundog oh cool-- dig the green. It's a pad, right? Like it's not loose leaf?

I have one of these at work and one at home for programming ideas: https://www.amazon.com/Rhodia-Staplebound-Pad-No-18-inches/dp/B002C2Z6WG/ref=sr_1_2?s=office-products&ie=UTF8&qid=1513371395&sr=1-2&keywords=rhodia+graph

I think I'm looking for more of a writing journal