So because of @Siphonay posting the demiguy flag, I decided to read up on it because I hadn't really heard much about that gender before... and I think I may have found mine? Like I used to identify as genderfluid, but I don't really shift all that often. I also didn't feel 100% male. So thanks Siphonay!
@Siphonay also where do I apply for my ID? Is there a demiboy embassy nearby?