ani mosity @queenofzan@octodon.social

it's 2017, can we all stop saying "derp" and its derivatives like it isn't ableist as hell

signed, someone who got "derp"ed at by people who thought they were "retarded"

what if i only painted sunsets from now on. what if that

today i got to be condescended to by an exterminator who wasn't even supposed to be in my house, how's your day going

i purposely bought myself all sorts of art and craft supplies so i wouldn't be bored and depressed this winter...but my desks are all messy and unusable...why do i have to clean in order to make things aaaa

my new bnl album fervor is eased only by the new ditto song. meta meta mon mon meta meta mon mon META META META META...MON MON

both dogs and one of the cats, for the record. miniature australian shepherd, long-haired chihuahua, and a siamese. all free.

admittedly also all the banes of my existence. and also all special-needs animals tbh

god i miss having a black cat. unfortunately when you exclusively rescue pets you don't get to choose their appearance so here i am with a bunch of...pure-bred....animals...how the fuck

talent is a fake idea, there's no such thing as talent

gdi i did it again. i started making mac and cheese and then filled the sink up with dishes. WHERE WILL I DRAIN THE NOODLES (the bathroom sink)

the best part of being too crazy to work a regular job is that it's actually way harder to be a freelancer

and way worse for my mental health

but capitalism is a good system, right

i finally shuffled things around in my office to put the little filing cabinet back in so my art stuff could be put away, and it looks worse than ever and now blocks the sun from reaching me at my computer desk

i'm. not sure this productivity was a good idea. might have to rearrange AGAIN

oh my god the bar on my skirt is broken too. all mending all the time

a second flannel petticoat would also mean i wouldn't freeze on laundry days

...okay it would mean i washed my flannel petticoat at all IT TAKES A LONG TIME FOR THE CORDING TO DRY OKAY

maybe if i get another union gig this winter i should buy enough flannel to make another petticoat...turns out wearing this petticoat every day for three months straight means it's falling apart continuously

i'm currently reattaching the closures for the third time, and the bottom layer of cording has worn through the hem and needs Help

WAIT I THINK I FOUND SOME UGLY FLANNEL IN MY STASH EARLIER THIS YEAR maybe i can just make another one NOW

that delivery person was very presumptuous, just opened the front door to put the packages inside and it's not even snowing.

i think he may have just decided our neighborhood is bad GEE I WONDER WHY (i don't wonder why, it's a majority black neighborhood and the delivery guy was white)

ugh i was about to do some transcription but there are contractors here to fix the window in the attic and also i think that dhl truck is for me IT NEVER RAINS UNLESS THE CEILING'S FALLING DOWN

so far the answer is two, so that's a good sign

so far i like fake nudes a lot better than silverball but i feel like all in good time really set the bar high for bnl album releases

i guess the real test will be how many times i listen to just it on repeat before i feel the need to listen to other music

a good sign for sure is that my favorites so far have been evenly spaced through the album, not heavily front-loaded like with silverball

"bag of bones" on fake nudes is an extremely weird track and thus to my mind an immediate bnl classic

like i'm listening to this song and just thinking about how much i want to see it live

well i think i'm not sick anymore and i'm definitely on a daytime schedule so i GUESS i should finish cleaning my office and actually like, work on stuff