Paul ✨ @pts@octodon.social

The longest, best, and most significant relationship of my adult life is ending, and I am horrified and heartbroken.

The fact that nobody knows me here is a virtue.

Maybe I will talk about a thing on Mastodon today. Why not.

Here is a selfie
https://octodon.social/media/254WZqkHFbFjueLe7BY

STILL HERE, MOTHERFUCKERS

STILL HERE. I very badly need to make some art soon.

I am gonna keep my shit together!!! Yes!!!!!!!!!

Also I'm feeling real bad about myself today so working on this is a nice reminder that I've done Various Okay Things with my life.

I am making a "personal web site" for the first time in.a long time. Here is the work-in-progress: https://pts.glitch.me/

I like how it's shaping up but I want the copy to be less resume-ish.

The thing about getting my livejournal export dingus working is that it's given me a very vivid birds' eye view of my mental health over the past years.

I was Very Depressed for most of the last decade, it turns out. Huh.

Yo I'm still here.

Man I am getting VERY tired of feeling just fuckin' despondent every Sunday night.

also it's not morning, it's almost 4 PM.

Good morning, I have so many things i want to do today that it's very possible I will do none of them, which is what usually happens & I hate it

Quick reminder that Red Means Recording still hasn't been posted to Metafilter because I can't do it because he's my friend but somebody should because:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VPRpS2P2RMw

But the end result would be so handy! Such a good and useful thing to put into the world!

But writing tedious, fragile screen-scraping code is not my forte, especially given that I'm a Very Bad Programmer.

I am determined to keep using Mastodon! If I can!

A related thing I want to do is finish my Livejournal Archive/Re-host tool on Glitch. I've realized the way I want it to work, and although it will involve quite a bit of fiddling (because I'm bad at code) I'm pretty I can both get it to work AND make it useful.

Mmmm feelin extremely ill-at-ease today.

YO, since here is where I do my sadding these days, I got a real doozy of a case of the Sunday Sads! Fuckin', it's not great!