And of course ALL of this is nonsense—I truly believe that all of the cool, kind people I envy have weird fucked-up internal shit that they're secretly ashamed of and trying to hide, too.
And I forgive them for this. Everybody has shames & weaknesses & failings. Everybody's been shitty to a friend or lover. Everybody's failed someone. And it's okay, we're all human.
Which leads to the perversely narcissistic conclusion that everybody on the planet is deserving of forgiveness except for me.
@pts you deserve forgiveness and love just like everyone else, esp. if you realize the things you just said. :) :two_hearts:
And yes, we all have our demons. ;)