Happy to report I slept most of the afternoon and evening. So I am able to sleep, my schedule is just messed up. Better than my previous experience of hardly sleeping at all for almost 2 years, that's for sure.
Self-medication continues eek.
toot toot
well I'm back to self medicating for my sleep problems and mental health issues. To be perfectly honest, I've been doing this for years, but not so much for the purposes of sleep until recently. It's a vicious cycle, and not doing me any long term favours. I just feel so *defeated* I thought things were going well 6 weeks ago then the world came crashing down again.
Argh
ARGH.
@jannamark someone better invent this soon or I'm gonna suffer lol
another night of no sleep it looks like! At least I stayed away from the off license today.
@kellycrow@mastodon.social ERRY DAY
TOOT TOOT!
1) I cannot sleep for the life of me
2) I am drinking the cheapest cider from the offy because I'm going to OWN this sleeplessness and also cause I is bored
3) PROFIT
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Toot Toot! Every time I have planned to go out since Wednesday I have fallen asleep. Again tonight. My sleep pattern is fscked and I am up again now. I plan on drinking Vodka all night. Wish me luck!
!!!
Israeli police chiefs to recommend indictment against Israeli Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu for corruption charges.
http://time.com/5138930/benjamin-netanyahu-graft-corruption-bribery-indictment-israel/
<<“Police chiefs are in unanimous agreement that there is sufficient evidence to indict Netanyahu for bribe taking in Case 1,000 or the so-called “gifts affair,” according to the Ynet news site,>>
Feds Take Down #infraud, a $530M Cybercrime Forum That Lasted 7 Years #wired https://www.wired.com/story/infraud-feds-takedown-cybercrime/
If you live in London I have a couple of interesting events for you coming up:
1) Seems to be *unlimited* cocktails and some spirits, pro ones too, for 5 hours for £15. I am double checking this since it seems far too good to be true, especially centrally.
https://www.timeout.com/london/shop/food-and-drink-spirited-london?cid=email--OFFERS--FRESH--1401245805&refid=email-1401245805
2) Dream Wife are a ?new? 3 girl punk rock band and NME reviewed their debut album very favourably. You can catch them at Heaven London for only £11 all inclusive, just use the DICE Tickets app on your smartphone. :)
THINGS MAY BE HARD TODAY, BUT THERE'S NO PROMISE THAT THEY WILL BE TOMORROW.
THE UNIVERSE AND MURPHY'S LAW WILL MESS UP EVENTUALLY, AND SUNSHINE WILL BE IN YOUR DAY.
I HAD AN AWFUL MONTH OR SO. I TRIED MY BEST I COULD. THINGS WERE OKAY, MIND YOU TIRING RECENTLY TOO.
BAD TIMES ARE NEVER PERMANENT. NEVER GIVE UP.
YOU CAN DO IT!
AND WITH THAT, I'M SIGNING OFF FOR THE NIGHT.
BE STRONG!
I BELIEVE IN YOU!

Closed-loop #stimulation of temporal cortex rescues functional networks and improves #memory | #neuroscience https://www.nature.com/articles/s41467-017-02753-0
@natecull I like the way you think :)
Imagine: You and your family are sleeping innocently and one night, men with gnus burst through the door and
yes, with gnus
no, not Linux. Blue wildebeest. From southeast Africa. They point a gnu in your face and
the pointy end, yes
the one with horns on
they say 'we demand a stable population with clearly delineated migration corridors from Kenya to Tanzania or we toss you into a watering hole'
to show they mean business they toss a lion into your swimming pool
its not even your lion
‘It’s still tripping me out” — Elon Musk on Starman’s #space adventure #digitaltrends https://www.digitaltrends.com/cool-tech/elon-musk-starman-space-adventure/
So, I guess we're at the point just before Heavy Metal takes place now… https://cybre.space/media/Ix8O9l9vfh9aFTxbeGI
"chucknorris" is a valid HTML color. So are "mrt", "ninjaturtle", "crap", "grass", and "sick"
https://stackoverflow.com/questions/8318911/why-does-html-think-chucknorris-is-a-color