Live with people who hate themselves more than me and myself, trying to relativize.
Live with my depression like that is a pet, an old good stable friend, when too many people say "you can do it just move be positive"
Live with deseable people who say too many times they have pain, they have work, they have ...
Live with anxious people who appropriate my job because they are to stress I will not presented it good and in the same time say I not autistic.
In a bad world...

And the "normal people" have fun too trash all of us....

I see people accusate other to be sexual predator and many bad thing, just by rumor, nothing real, just "the man who knows the man who...."
And in the same time defend their friend prove guilty by many fact.

I can't live in this world where invibiling / trashing the other is normally / fun / ok too protect friend (good or bad)

We live in trash like trash...

I'm guilty for some of theme because my aggressor have used me to have more prey ...

That's not my humain way of life just kill me and my friend now, please stop that torture...

I am too exhausted of all of that, I can't rest sane mentally with all of that (and I don't say all here to night)

That's too many....

I can't exist in this world, I'm not strong enough, but many people say I'm the strongest people they know...

But of I fall, too many people will fall too...

I will be guilty of that...

It will be my guilty again for ever, but I can't change this stupid trash world, what can I do?