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I just feel really stupid and I can't interact well with people in real life or in dating situations because of my trauma and I feel like I'm an idiot and I'm broken and I can't make actual connections even though I really want to it's just all the shit in my life. I really just want to be able to go on one date or hookup without second guessing myself and hating myself