I'm really lonely. Today has been hard for that. Everyone else got to move away or move on with their lives. I feel left out, and worse, I don't know what to do to help this, because I am also very tired and obligated to do things when others get to play. I need new ideas. Hence, I bought a planner/journal and will begin to find new ideas to be less lonely.

@stillinhere that's a tough spot to be in and a very real struggle. Loneliness is my biggest challenge, has been for the last five years. On Thursday I wasn't sure how I was going to be able to handle this weekend. I got lucky with some plans coming together, but it doesn't often work out that way. I think your going after new ideas sounds like a good plan. You deserve some peace in the middle of life's difficulties.