So last night she told me she had gone to dinner with another guy. It was a brutal blow and I felt sick. I didn't say anything though, just listened with my head spinning. She said she hasn't talked to him since and that it was nothing more than dinner... But I don't know what to believe anymore. I want to simultaneously scream and punch him in the face at the same time. I want to cry. I want her to know how I feel and that I'm dying inside. But to her those are just words...