After getting sirred multiple times on purpose by a stranger, after months of passing just fine, I decided to schedule a FFS consult.

I'm so fucking mad that this is the solution. And I hate that I have to deal with these jerks. Nobody could tell in the burbs, nobody cared in NYC.

And I don't want it for me. I want to fit in. And I'm fucking scared of the pain and risks. I'll risk my dick for a vagina, but I'm scared to risk my face for one society prefers.