what i don't do is produce more stuff because of fear — fear that my best work, my best effort, is at best middling and average and that there is no associating my work with words like "breathtaking", "compelling", "groundbreaking", "revelatory", "incisive", or "brilliant". my fear is to be that middling or average person for whom so many in my life have expected so much more from me, but virtually never have them tell me whether i'm on the right path toward that greatness
@exquisitepepper yeah that me