after working at the library for a little while I've become hyper sensitive to the people who have to help me in other settings. and like not in a good way; I get a LOT of anxiety about it...when people have to help me and I'm not meeting the expectations of a normal customer service interaction, I feel like such a Burden. but I don't feel that way at work, I'm always happy to help. and still I ask: What Is Wrong With Me