There is something sincerely wrong with my shoulder. I had to get refills on my medication from my traditional doctor, & I wanted to wait a day to start them over again. But that night's sleep hurt like the first day I hurt my shoulder. Even though I flashback to how I hurt myself over & over again in my head, & have so much fear & anxiety of hurting myself again, I was gravely reminded of the agony. I really thought I was making progress...I feel like I'll never recover