It is REALLY HARD to not think of myself in terms of what I can do. And when I run across someone who can do everything I care about better than I can, it's REALLY HARD for me to not think that it would just be better if I stepped aside and didn't bother anymore.
@noelle I'm sorry. I know how chirpy optimism can be unwelcome when we feel unworthy of it and I stepped in it.