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#2. Super real facts!
I am 35 and consider myself a working class academic, bisexual (or pan if you like), bigender, a nerd with (almost) no programming skills, a Gryffelclaw, a christian and a cat person. 2 longterm relationships (5/10 years) + 1 amazing roommate. Depression issues, Hypersensitivity, usually a bit tense.
I used to blog about sex, but haven't due to a burnout situation. I love analyzing people, DIY, especially building stuff, good bourbon and Hannah Gadsby.

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Ich bin Eva, meine Lieblingsfarben sind gelb und rosa, mein Lieblingsessen ist Knoblauch und mein Hobby ist vorgelesen bekommen.

I played beat saber on a vr thing and now I wanna do it again!

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Weather, smell 

It's raining which is nice because drought, but it was so hot that the rain doesn't smell nice and clean like usually but kind of dirty, dusty.

Dream journal 

I dreamed that my mother had a another baby and she talked to it in a language that I didn't know called Lappan that she had learned from her BFF.
Also I threw food at rude house guests - that one is very realistic

Muss ich wirklich morgen wieder arbeiten?

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Diese Definition von Freiheit als dass man nichts muss, auch nicht auf sich oder andere aufpassen, die geht mir ganz schön auf die Nerven.

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🌨️🌨️🌨️🌨️🌨️ 🌨️🌨️🌨️

🌲🌳 🌲🌲🌲🌳
🚈🚋🚋
🌲🌲🌳🌳🌳 🌲🌳
🍁 🍂 🍄

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Parkplätze zu Parks! (statt Schwerter zu Pflugscharen)

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What if we treated pansexual as the default instead of straight?

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Earth has blue skies and red sunsets. Mars has red skies and blue sunsets.

The sky on Earth is blue because gas molecules reflect blue light. Earth sunsets look red because all the blue light has already been filtered out.

The sky on Mars is red because dust particles reflect red light. Martian sunsets look blue because all the red light has already been filtered out.

Two planets. Opposite skies.

Steuererklärung 

Ich hab dieses Jahr übrigens zum ersten Mal jemanden bezahlt, meine Steuererklärung zu machen und kann das nun empfehlen, obwohl ich immer skeptisch war, dass sich da mehr rausholen lässt, als wenn ich das mache. Hat sich tatsächlich gelohnt 💰
(was natürlich beweist, was das für ein 💩 System ist)

Was ist Erwachsensein? 

Ich überlege ja seit Jahren immer mal wieder, was nun Erwachsensein eigentlich ausmacht. Weil was ich gelernt habe sind so Sachen wie ernst sein, heiraten, Steuererklärung und das ist es ja wohl nicht.
Mein neuster Erklärungsversuch ist, dass es viel mit mental load zu tun hat, und zwar als Fähigkeit, nicht im Sinne von überfordert sein. Für future me und für andere mitdenken und Verantwortung übernehmen, das erweitert meine Möglichkeiten in der Welt.

The artist showing her work.
I finally finally got around to seeing @TQ and some of her paintings in person. Both gave me a lot of joy, so I'm happy now. :)

I used to not understand why people found moths ugly and butterflies beautiful because to me they were the same thing. Or maybe butterflies were the dressed up version. So I never particularly liked them.
Now that they are so rare, I'm rethinking.
Also dressed up moth is seems like a good concept, actually. 🌈 :)

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Is there a difference between a moth and a butterfly, biologically?

Mental health, reflections on recovery 

I learned to differentiate between different things that before I had identified all as "depression".
Sometimes I'm overwhelmed and I get meltdowns that make me cry and feel helpless and desperate.
Sometimes I'm exhausted and need to rest.
The rush of stressful work makes me kinda high and so I get like a hangover on weekends.
This is so important to know!

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I have a group where we talk about things and this week we're each making a list with all of our crushes and we write down what was attractive about them and how they made us feel. It's an amazing exercise but also a lot of work :)

mask love 

i love wearing my masks. it's like face armour. finally I don't have to make a face all the time so I don't seem weird to people. finally people have to communicate with theirs words instead of face riddles.

Mental health art? 

My minds going in circles so I thought why not draw them.. Surprisingly calming

Neko atsume game 

I've moved house and now the cats seem much less likely to come :(

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