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just having over a day, where everything can become an indictment of how I'm a crappy person and will, SHOULD, fail completely.

I work by inertia and so a week ago it would be easy to think no, nope that's not how I work, or how the universe works; now thinking the same things is an intense effort. Hopefully this will get easier in a day or two.

Gonna try to sleep.

Chalcedony Jade @chalcedony

@Leucrotta The cycle self-loathing is full of argh. -..-