as a sanity check i'm logging off till tomorrow morning. coincidentally i'm seeing a psych about my adhd tomorrow. it's weird, for a few weeks i was doing alright with work/responsibilities, since i didn't have BotW distracting me anymore, but mastodon has totally flared up my inability to focus for more than 3 seconds. it feels like my brain finds a new chew toy and won't let go, but i'm really overwhelmingly grateful i have health insurance rn and can get help for it.
@live the actual problems: the shit healthcare system, the shit priceless chunks of your life for food and shelter system, the psych industry which pathologizes a natural human variation that's only dysfunctional in a shit system
@bitbyte 100% agreed but the way i see it, every person throughout history has to navigate the shit system they are born into, so i'm not some unique victim, also i'm fairly lucky to enjoy my job when i am able to do it (which is most of the time). but its totally a product of capitalism
@live Just never forget that experimenting and playing are severely important. It's not "time wasted"
@bitbyte every shitpost i make is a savored moment in my life