Ayase Leilani (Octodon) @ayachan@octodon.social
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~ARTICLE ABOUT BUSTY GIRL CHALLENGES~
So, people here probably don't know this, but I somehow hit the lottery when it came to my transition and I have absolutely huge breasts, which continue to grow over time; I'm sure I'm breaking some transgirl record somewhere.
As exciting as that may sound to other transgirls, it comes with its own challenges. ^-^;; I found an article and picture that perfectly explains everything. ^_^
Here you all go:
Well, I will be travelling to see my parents tomorrow and will be gone throguh Thursday. ^_^ I may have time to check the Fediverse, but I can't make any guarantees. ^-^;;
MFW my ex and every single fallacious accusation she tries to push on me...
Ugh... Still emotionally struggling and not feeling very well-rested. I feel a little better each and every day, but it's slow going this week.
;~;
Major thanks and eternal love to @KyokiKafuka and @Yuki_G_t9tK , who have been by my side all week supporting and helping me. <3 :'3 I love you both so very, very much. <3 <3
Hello, everyone. <3 I'm sorry for the lack of good-morning post.
I had a real rough night last night... Spotty sleep, full of nightmares and a complete lack of energy upon waking. I only have enough energy to check things right now, so that is what I am doing.
I am going to try and get through the toots those in my life made overnight first. I'll get to other things if I can.
I want to thank each and every one of you for being so understanding... <3
I sometimes wonder if I'll go the same way Robin Williams did: fighting for ages against his terrible depression, only to eventually lose the fight despite his best efforts.
This is a lifelong ordeal...and in some moments--especially in moments like tonight--I fear I won't make it...
Nothing feels worse than knowing that my narcissistic and abusive ex is still publishing lies and slander all over her blog about me (not naming my name specifically, but still)...
Only her echo chamber reads what she says about me...but when I struggle with depression, suicidal feelings and self-hatred in the first place, abusive people have a way of getting under your skin...
I feel like absolute s*** tonight... Not a great way to end the weekend... *sobs* ;~;
Hmm...I think I'll make this "weekend off" stuff a regular fixture in my life. ^_^
I'll see everyone first thing tomorrow. Also, be ready for an avatar and banner change!! ^_^
The weekend is here again!! And you all know what that means...~ <3 *poses with @KyokiKafuka *
Ladies, gentlemen and enbies!! <3 Today is Friday, the 23rd of February, 2018!! And with that, I would like to announce:
Your Party-Partner...Kyoki!!
...and...
Your Bringer-of-Fun...Aya!!
We are here!! To...
PARTY! PARTY! TGIF! THE WEEKEND HEDONISM CLUB IS HERE AGAIN! Oh, yeah~!!
PARTY！PARTY！TGIF 〜週末のヘドニズム部〜
*pyrotechnics, loud bass-drops and confetti fill the air*
So... I've been extremely busy, stressed and depressed lately. It's a huge part of why I've not been as active here as usual, including--but not limited to--missing good morning and good night posts. I took last weekend off due to these challenges and feelings of stress and depression, but it hasn't helped.
In moments like this, the best solace I've found has been in people close to me such as @KyokiKafuka and @Yuki_G_t9tK . <3 I am trying my best to get through this.
*yawns* Good morning, everybody. ^_^ I am here.
Hello, everyone. Sorry for the lack of good night or good morning post. ^-^;;
It's going to be another insanely busy day of running errands with @Yuki_G_t9tK . ^-^;; Wish me luck!!
*yawns* Mfffff... Good morning, everyone. ^_^ I am here.
*yawns* Nini, everyone. See you all tomorrow. ^_^
Ugh!! I am finally caught up from the weekend. Now I can get back to my regularly-scheduled tooting.
*yawns* Good morning, everyone. <3 I'm here. ^_^ And I am back from my break!!
So, I took a break over the last couple of days not just from here, but from social media in general. ^_^
I will be back tomorrow as usual, everyone. <3 I want to thank each and every one of you for supporting me in taking weekends to myself. ^_^
*yawns* Good morning, everyone. ^_^ I'm here.
Because it's the weekend, I may not be here as regularly as I am during the week, but I'll be around. ^_^ <3
