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I sometimes wonder if I'll go the same way Robin Williams did: fighting for ages against his terrible depression, only to eventually lose the fight despite his best efforts.

This is a lifelong ordeal...and in some moments--especially in moments like tonight--I fear I won't make it...

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@ayachan
This is a psychic wave thats been creeping through the minds of a lotta people as of late, I want to blame the moon

Its always so illogical but so messy and real, I'm sure you already know

Grit your teeth, you have your own history of emotions and life that likely show to you just how illogical those feels are so fleeting they last

Ayase Leilani (Octodon) @ayachan

@CursedConfetti You may have a point, as the moon has a way of exacerbating already-present emotional and spiritual conditions that plague me, including this one.

Logic seldom governs everything...and of course, this is no exception.

Thank you so much for your support... :'3

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