There is a trilogy of books that I had a vague memory of reading as an adolescent and I have spent a not-trivial amount of time periodically over the course of YEARS as an adult trying to figure out what the trilogy was and could never figure it out. Today the title just popped into my head out of seemingly nowhere and oh my god the vast sense of relief that is washing over me is so great. Now the question is if I should re-read it or not