Second sidenote: I now realise, after a lot of introspective work, that a lot of things weren't right with that project. It did end up making me mentally unable to code for, like, a *year* or so, when all the frustration and emotions and other stuff came crashing onto me.

The only thing I could begin to code after that was my school project for this year and for the first time I felt that spark again where I could create out of my imagination and be amazed when things ran like I wanted them to.