I am in this strange and vulnerable state, restless, scared, seeking hard to find answers.

It's like quarter life crisis part two.

A lot of it is, hot-headed and impatient, despite that, I'm looking inward and trying to figure how to navigate away from this restless and scared state. I don't feel like I have been good and honest with myself in a year or more, so this is extra uncomfortable.

All advice is welcome.