Nothing feels worse than knowing that my narcissistic and abusive ex is still publishing lies and slander all over her blog about me (not naming my name specifically, but still)...
Only her echo chamber reads what she says about me...but when I struggle with depression, suicidal feelings and self-hatred in the first place, abusive people have a way of getting under your skin...
I feel like absolute s*** tonight... Not a great way to end the weekend... *sobs* ;~;
*hugs and cuddles you then rests your head in my lap while petting you gently on the head*
I understand why you feel the way you do and I want you to know that I love you with everything I am <3.
I also want you to know thatno matter what she says; she is now feeling the pain of being alone. She has a pervasive need to be right no matter what and she is desperately trying to prove it to herself and others. But so many know you are a wonderful girl. (1/2)
Between the Fediverse and everyone here in octodon & witches.town and those who are in your life now and support and love you; you have real friends, real allies and real people by your side. Your ex only has her delusioned thoughts to keep her company. It consumes her just like her fear and fakery. In the end it's up to her to pull herself out this time. You did nothing wrong!!
You have a future and a life free from her; you deserve better than her!!
(2/2) https://octodon.social/media/mNVTCu_5NhuvBxiYT_w
@Yuki_G_t9tK :'3 Thank you...
You, @KyokiKafuka and @lunamoonkitty all supported me throughout the whole messy situation of her dumping me, accusing me of terrible things I'd never in a million years dream of doing...and cherished me every step of the way.
Honestly, without all three of you, I don't even think I'd be brave enough to speak out again anywhere, including the Fediverse. <3 <3 <3
Thank you so much for everything... :'3 I love you so very much... <3 <3 <3