My beloved has been angry and yelling at me all day and we tried to work through the conflict many times and I can't take the yelling or the hot angry laser-shooting eyes that are supposed to look at me with love, not evil daggers. I have no friends and can't go out and I just want to shave my head or something because at least that would be doing SOMETHING. I feel powerless and alone. 7 more hours until I can disappear into sleep.