Alex 🦋💛🐱 ☀️ @SunCat@octodon.social

Our system:

🦋 Alex, they/them
💛 Angel, protector, she/her | they/them
🐱 Alice, cat-human, any pronouns (often she/her)
☀️ Sunshine, little happiness, shi/hir

How many things we'll have to unlearn from our family?
🐱 Who the fuck knows <.<

RT @Calliethulu@twitter.com The truscum mindset is inherently venomous. You don't become truscum for some abstract reason. You do it because you see someone (probably a nonbinary person) demanding access to trans spaces and communities, and it burns you because you don't accept their identity

🐦🔗: https://twitter.com/Calliethulu/status/1011666530965377026

We blocked mom. Weeee

Interesting - talked with mom, and she said I never asked for anything. I felt like I never could ask for anything, while she thought I was always was given everything and just never wanted more. Not sure why this happened tho <.<

A lot of the problems actually stem from the fact that in our life we never had control. Everything was happening like people around wanted. Even dropping out of school happened when a therapist told that it was an option and that we should do it - so it wasn't really our choice

I guess we'll have to spend some time thinking about it more. And more crying. 'cos crying is fine, we don't have to stop it, control it
We just have to feel, and let these feelings out

Why we weren't a happy system? 'cos we wanted to have control, to be in control
It is very hard to accept that you are no longer the only owner of the body
That you have to think about others, even if you can't really see them, only feel

In some way even plurality itself was a way to lose control

"This is not me doing it, that was other one in the head"

It doesn't mean that our system is "fake" in any way. It's just how some of us perceived it. And it is ok

Sasha - too weak to have control but craving for it
Alex - sometimes controlling, wanting to save "status quo"
Alice - controlling "just for fun", does whatever she wants
Sunshine... Could it be about losing control of happiness in some way? Or mb shi is not relevant here <.<

It's funny that we figured this out only now

And many things that were happening with us were about wanting to have control while at the same time feeling like we don't have it

Not everything is in your control

And it is ok

RT @WendyMolyneux@twitter.com The way that gaslighting works is that you are correctly reacting to outrageous behavior with rage, sadness, a desire to separate, and the gaslighter insists that you are crazy, you are misbehaving, it is in fact your behavior that is out of line. They do this to control you. https://twitter.com/WendyMolyneux/status/1011296199175909376

🐦🔗: https://twitter.com/WendyMolyneux/status/1011297105908981760

RT @WynneCluster@twitter.com: Gotta love (be jealous of) media where the plural systems can just shapeshift into different bodies when different people are fronting

Frick I wish that were us

🐦🔗: https://twitter.com/WynneCluster/status/1010903046635876353

RT @Pixeljade@twitter.com: Hey all, sick of there not being any good social network, like all social networks ignore the marginalized masses? Here’s a chance to get involved in making a new platform, FOR US! :D https://twitter.com/suncat_/status/1010654308050890752

🐦🔗: https://twitter.com/Pixeljade/status/1010990537053093888

RT @Pixeljade@twitter.com: Plurality is valid.
Plural systems don’t need a Therapist, unless you or one of your headmates need therapy for something else.
There’s nothing to “fix” about plurality, any more than there is to “fix” about autism.
Neurodivergence is to be celebrated, not policed or “cured”!!

🐦🔗: https://twitter.com/Pixeljade/status/1010790940104015872

RT @nyanbybot@twitter.com: THIS BRAIN IS FULL OF PEOPLE.

🐦🔗: https://twitter.com/nyanbybot/status/1009425064842981376

I guess I wrote smth on twitter about the whole ForkOffTogether deal https://twitter.com/SunCat_/status/1010654280771080192

Basically for anyone who didn't know anything about it before .-.