My whole life was a lie

I leaned to my family expecting support, and what I got was just them expecting me to be someone I never was

They see "future" in me, not a human with their own needs

They think they know what I should spend my energy on, and they think that me crying is not an excuse for me "not doing my work", just me being "in my hole" and "doing nothing"

I feel like I'm a slave for them or something

Or just "overreacting", ofc /s