THAT'S WHAT REAL MRA LOOKS LIKE YOU FUCKERS NOT EVEN SORRY TO GATEKEEP YOU FASHES

@Siphonay Yeah, I think that's where I've been with it. Maybe I'm more masculine than I explicitly say I am, but I don't really know what that would look like and this society is a shitshow and bleughh.

@Siphonay Yeah, that's tough. I realized a while ago that the fragments of masculinity that weren't poisonous just didn't appeal. I didn't have a reason to build a masculinity that would be better for me -- aside from retaining male privilege, which is honestly hard to give up and a reason I'm not more open about my gender.