@reibeatall Is it possible that the universe is telling you it's time to move on to new things that will fit more comfortably? For me, seemed like about every 7 years I had to make a turn in my life, because the road directly ahead was under too much construction to sit and wait.
@PermaLolly Yeah, I'm pretty sure it is. I got laid off in July and started this job in September, knowing full well it wasn't the RIGHT place but I figured it could be good enough to get me through until I found something else. But none of my "something else"s have worked out so I feel trapped.