hopelessness, mental illness, emotional abuse 

I'm never here anymore. Apart from now apparently where I'm hiding from politics

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Remember to take care of yourself. You can’t pour from an empty cup.

Making myself a sweet, decaf tea after "witching my way through epic shit" to steal a phrase from a woman I very much admire & I feel so transformed from the healing that just happened that I physically look different to myself. Something HUGE has shifted.
There's layers. There's more but I walked out of sacred space an entirely different human. And thank fuck for that to be quite honest.

Binge eating (recovery), food tracking (for nutrition) 

Food tracking (for nutrition), food 

BPD (~), emotions 

I wish I didn't hate free-writing. I feel like journaling would be easier if I could just blerugh all over the page subconsciously

*mutters to self* lead by example. lead by example. lead by example.

Food tracking (for nutrition) 

hormones (-), birth control, menstruation 

Food (- sort of) 

Food tracking 

I finally decided on my word of the year for 2019 and it is... drumroll please.... FEARLESS

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stop treating years of behavioral patterns as isolated incidents

So I love that CW exist here but when I feel poop I don't have the brain to think of what to write in a CW so I just don't write anything here at all. So that's not great for me and why I'm MIA of late

oh woah woah woah....my notifications are different

I am MIA from social mostly but am gradually coming back and rejigging my socials. Mostly hanging out in FB groups now because there are nice people in the ones I'm in.
Nice people are few and far between. Been feeling too miserable to be here, I feel bad spouting misery into the Fediverse

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people mentally distance themselves from the internet so much. A thing on your screen is just something on the internet. nobody thinks that hard about the construction of it, unless they themselves work online.

i mean, shit. explain to me how internet friends aren't real friends, or why trolling is different than saying it to someone's face

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