I'm very very sad because i wanted to be at ESL and meet my friends. I think adrenalin of the landing and general stress and health concerns influenced my decision to turn back. It's sad because if there wasn't a stop, I'd be fine and in England right now
I feel like I've disappointed people, I've certainly disappointed myself. In hindsight I believe i made a mistake, and it's scary because at the time it so obviously didn't seem like a mistake at all. I don't know what to do with myself right now.
I shouldn't travel alone and maybe putting a person who has barely ever traveled in a situation with lots of adrenalin like flying and expecting that person to realize they're influenced by that is not a good idea
do you
do you not like traveling??
but you're going somewhere else!
