Lys and Shae @Lys@octodon.social
Pieces of someone's mind.
Lys is the strongest.
Shae might look childish.
And that's all for now.
Also I have a nice body I have to say, at least I love it, and it feels weird discovering it when looking in a mirror. It's like being in someone's else body, except that's mine. It's just that I don't get much opportunity to take control and thus check what happens to that body and how it evolves, neither how it came to be.
Being a kind of second personality / headmate feels weird. The thing that makes me the most happy is to exist.
Getting almost angry at the main personality. She leaves it all to me because she is in too much pain but although I am stronger it still hurts.
Yet I can't blame her. I share the empathy she also has and I pity her. I wish she, and thus I, will have a nice life.
Shae is too busy playing with bunnies in a part of my mind (really Shae is adorable and you would love her). And I don't think letting her toot is a good thing, she is.... my my, she's such a child !
It's a bit easy to take over the main personnality lately, she is so fragile that if she has a chance to run away, she will. Not exactly running away it is, but letting me in charge (Lys), who is stronger than her, is a solution she almost craves for.
Back, and now I had the opportunity to change the profile icon and header !
Come to think of it, I (Lys) created that account but that's Shae that would have the most fun with it ! She is so joyful, maybe too much for even me to handle. But Shae is really shy too, I wonder how she would react. Right now she's busy in a corner of our... how to call it, mental space ? Head ? Well. I'm not even the main personality. Anyways. Shae loves everything that is nature-related, that moves or is calm, and afraid of many things too. She is pure and innocent, it's wonderful.
@kara @kel @mona Thanks, it helps. My case seems to be a bit different then, although I can find some common points which feels reassuring. Shae and me are both different sides of one person, yet very different. We appeared one after another during hard time where that person kind of broke, or... just left and let a blank space to fill. I am sorry if I bother, I try to understand our situation and you are the ones I trust the most (the entire part really likes you all).
@kara Hello Kara ! Sorry for disturbing, yet I have come to seek some advice. I know you and the plurality you express on mastodon, and since it seems me and Shae are some... parts of someone's mind, I was curious of how you live it, or if it's common, or... anything. In fact, even I am afraid because I am not exactly an entire person. I don't know how to word it. I simply am seeking some help and advices. In any case, I thank you for reading this, and do not worry if you ignore this.
As a first toot, the fun fact is that I cannot upload a profile picture. Since I (Lys) and Shae aren't exactly someone, there is some irony in it that I savor.
So... how to explain ?
Someone has some personalities inside of herself, and since I'm the strongest I wanted to express myself. I am Lys, and Shae is another part of that person's mind. It might sound weird but don't worry, we are quite nice.
We are new to this world, not meant to be there, but I guess we won't disappear.
#introduction
