Jules @JulesIsWeird@octodon.social

A more complete introduction:

I'm Jules! I'm a comp eng student in Quebec and originally from the US. I'm a nonbinary trans girl and use she/her or they/them. I also really like cats! My cat Penny is my profile pic.

I have strong opinions, but most of all I just my friends and I to be okay.

Brain: time for anxiety
Me: it is not even 6 yet
Brain: time for Anxiety™

She perch!

I just wanna cuddle and go to sleep

Tried on some clothes today and like nothing fit because of my dumb broad shoulders and haha that totally didn't make me feel like the shittiest least feminine giant nah

Me: wow I love how mastodon has content warnings
Also me: time to look at this content without reading the warning and OH NO

I don't wanna sleep but I have work tomorrow aaaaaaa

I love my datefriend wow

And one ferret out for a walk.

My datefriend and I saw SO MANY DOGS

Geez I'm not gonna be able to sleep until my datefriend answers me, am I? And they typically sleep until closer to noon 😭

I just woke up to a message from my datefriend sent a few hours ago. They're worried I'm sad they're ace and not interested in making out or having sex. I'm trying to reassure them while also explaining how I feel and like. I know it isn't a satisfying explanation because I don't really have a satisfying answer without lying or just hiding how I feel.

And I'm afraid I'll fail to comfort them. And that maybe they'll break up with me which I do not want because I love them.

Cuddling with someone and feeling safe and loved

Ahhhhh my datefriend invited me to a sidewalk sale tomorrow! WE WILL SEE SO MANY DOGS.

Ah geez I saw some pregnancy tests in the pharmacy and I just got upset. Not being able to have kids has just been weighing on me the past few days. Not even like I want kids *now* but fuck I hate that it's just impossible and that all of society assumes every woman(ish) person can get pregnant.

40 minutes????

Been on hold with my bank for 25 minutes now. I guess everyone is calling at 11 on a Saturday.