I've been trying to get an answer out of them for almost a year now, and they've taken around half a year to respond the first time I reached out to them. Another 6 months and they told me to "ask me again later"
I really need their answer right now because it's one of my main concerns. It's directly tied to my anxiety because they just mentioned it without actually referring to it by name. And I'm really scared of the thing because I don't know the current status of that thing.
I remember back on September 28th, 2014 when this type of anxiety first appeared to me.
I saw a YouTube video about the thing in question and it disturbed me for a fairly long two months, it was until November 14th that it went away, when I had it hammered into my mind from another event that the thing I was scared about was not going to happen.
Back then the answer was in front of me, but I didn't understand it to know that I was scared over nothing. My current issue is similar to that but I don't have an answer that I can find. I feel like I'm stuck in those two months again. For those two months (and this past year) I felt that my life lost meaning, because if this event comes to pass, there won't be a life to have meaning with.
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