The fact that whenever you weigh less you don't have periods is rad but like on the other hand I'm super miserable when I don't eat more than 1400 cals per day and I won't get anywhere eating that much... Also just being slimmer would probubly help me be less dysphoric . but like I know i should starve myself bla bla but like ? I already fuckin hate myself and I'm already depressed might as well be hot(ter)?