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I just went down the weirdest rabbit hole of binge watching YouTube for the last four hours and omg what is life 🌀

😴😣😔😒😏🙂😶

Good morning, #boobfam!

My first CD release...

What song would you like to hear??

#music #rock #1997

@tcql I played the drums, like a badass 🥁 😎

Like #music?

Back in high school (1997) I was in band called Ruby Hsiu (pronounced like "shoe") and we made some loud music. Lots of loud music, in my basement. We recorded two albums and a 3-song EP just before I left for college. This is one of them. Enjoy!

🎵 🤘
#memories #rock @tcql

https://soundcloud.com/user-703621048/mr-anywhere

// original photo by Miranda Wildman

This reminds me... I need to make more lemonade!

🍋

// original artwork by citylivesketch on IG

This is how I conquer emotions...

🦄 🤘
#selfcare

Multi Pass

#leeloolife

Here's a happy little plant for ya...

😊
// original #artwork by Luke Doyle

Today was the day. After several months of torture I finally got divorced!

I’m free. FREE! of a horrendously toxic chapter in my life. No more lies. No more abuse. I almost forgot how to truly care for myself without living in fear every day. And of course I ate tacos to celebrate.

So here’s a happy video & an awesome song to go with it. Thank you for being here. I seriously luv u all ❤️!!!

// video by Void Design
// music by Anna Yvette

https://instagram.com/p/BjXfXAilAUq/

Tomorrow... is going to be a very good but stressful and emotionally overwhelming day, and I hope to share the intimacies of my personal life with happiness once all is said and done.

So to keep my mind from going astray I’ll be thinking about tacos in the meantime. I’m all about the #tacolife right meow.

🌮😉👌🏼

Big changes are happening!

This is totally me (#notreallyme) as I continue my work in the yard. And it’s 93 degrees out!

😎🌞🔥

I might just spray myself with the hose...

// original artwork by slimesunday

Good morning #boobfam 🌞

Hope everyone has a beautiful day filled with love, sunshine, and adventure!

// original artwork by beeple

Emotionally connecting to others is hard for me. I try but I’m still not good at it. There’s a disconnect where I deny myself the profound nature of my ways. BUT I’m trying... 🤷🏼‍♀️

Sweet dreams, #boobfam 😘

I'm overwhelmed with feelings of wanting to die. Yes, I understand it's unhealthy and disruptive to those who "might" actually want me to stick around.

But this is my fight. I've been battling since I was very young and now I'm honestly tired. If I had a crystal ball well, maybe circumstances would be different. BUT... they're not.

I honestly don't know what point I'm trying to make; just talking out loud. Depression is a BITCH.

At least, I'm not dead yet. So... THANK YOU 😭 😢 😶 🖤

❤️

"
Life can be rough; it can seem like sadness never ends like a loop of bad things.

But bad moments are only moments, they don't last forever, so please try your best to keep looking for the positives in life.

You can do it! You are an awesome, amazing, and wonderful person who deserves to heal & smile & experience happy days. In case no one has told you - I'm so proud of you. Every step you've made, every bit of effort, whether anyone notices or not, is extremely important.
"

Should I....

a) Make more cell phone beats
b) Tell crazy stories
c) Write more poetry
d) Share music/artwork

???

#questionintheclassroom