@juno I was, many years ago although, now they know longer think that’s true. Sometimes I think it’s due to loneliness but even around other people I still feel the same. Like, isolated and never quite being accepted. So it’s hard for me to make new IRL friends. My anxiety definitely doesn’t help. And I often just wanna give up, yet I’m still here for whatever reason. Such a frustrating cycle that keeps haunting me and I wish I could just fix it 🤷🏼‍♀️