Knowing this stuff would ease a lot of doubts I've been having. Wouldn't have to move to the EU constantly wondering if I'll never legally be considered a woman. Wouldn't have to move to mainland US to transition while wondering if the step is really necessary and I could've saved tens of thousands of dollars going abroad instead. I'd just make the decision and go for it.

This would be so much easier if I could just transition while I'm here but there's a reason I have trust issues.