Alright, back to exercising daily. Should probably decide which day to make a rest day, though (probably Fridays, since that's what yesterday was).
Most likely gonna take years to get rid of this excess body weight but I don't mind playing the long game. If I can at least leave the island healthier than when I returned, it'll be a success.
Honestly, the true long game I'm playing is one where years after my departure I end up femme-presenting enough that even if my family decides to revive their old stalker-ish tendencies and find out where I live, they won't recognize me and conclude that their leads were wrong.
I'm a mess of health issues as-is so I doubt I'd be able to handle HRT anyway, which means exercising is the only road (and dieting but that's impossible in the current environment so I _have_ to wait until I move out).
> points at closet with pan/trans flags taped inside
This is my hole. It was made for me.